Friday, August 25, 2017



Starchild 

Now is when
My muscles ache
My thighs tremble
My hands crumple

Within the compound of a hellish world
Where pain berates 
And guilt succeeds 
Where shame dictates

I look upon the dying sun
It's colossal structure 
An ode to my own strength
To the fire within

And then I look down at myself 
Lying in a puddle of sweat 
Subject to my own limitations 
To my own weakness

But there is fire
And it burns forever 
Like my shining arbiter 
That blazes above me

Past the freezing mountains
It beats with duress
And holds true 
To the coldest of winds

I look up at it now 
Hands grappled in dirt
Feet looked in earth
Chest heaving

And I lift myself
I exhale
And feel the power within
As strong as the sun

As bright as the moonlight night
Casting away shadows of grief 
Now I am
Bereft of weakness

For I am a son of the Stars 
Starchild 
With a burning heart
Awakened 

To live in everlasting frenzy 




Saturday, August 19, 2017

Electric




Flow

I wish I thought less
Then I would write it all down
Rather than let the thoughts
Disappear through the night

Let me try now
To write and and think at the same time
It seems impossible
Rather

The only way to accomplish it
Is to write with a natural
Flow
That is unresponsive

To the outside world
To ones own echo
That seems to incinerate
Thoughts as they escape

I wish I wrote about my dreams
As soon as I woke up
When they were fresh in my mind
But

The memory of that dream is foggy now
For that time has passed
And now I can only hope
To write something lesser than

All my writings are lesser than
What I wish they could be
What I want them to be
What they could be

And it seems that I believe
writing requires deep pain
or deep analysis
or something that is deep

When it only requires the actual action
and the refutation
Of anything
That causes one to deny the action

And so when I do deny myself
Why do I?
Why do we all
We are excused not to

But at night I feel the electricity
The beats that flow
in the air
through the unfolding darkness

I feel the flow.














Friday, August 11, 2017

25th Floor



Quickness

Many things are gone now
My anger has swelled
My curse has passed
My vision, now current 

Now I can see
Emotions they do pity
Far alone
They are present and forever lost

I move swiftly
Like the night sky 
Thundering abroad 
Into the moonlight

Crimson stars 
Beckon me tonight
My plight
One I can finally see in sight 

Entrapment
Only of my own doing
Wisdom
My only currency

Fissures 
Cascading within my mind
In dying 
Only to time 

Even now 
My words are hollow
if not 
Brought by anothers sorrow

Music
Transcending my escapes
Waste 
I wont today 

Friends
They've left me alone
Crushing
Even now 

Distance 
Dont take me farther 
Ive learned enough
I seek harbor

Cruising
In the midst of darkness
My soul shines bright 
Forever tonight 

My words I see are bleak
Reposed against 
Campaigns 
I've already seen 

But friendship
How I wish upon thee
My greatest curse
My sole enemy