See

I want a relentless love.

Grown in darkness.

Whipping through air across the pale road.

I want fathomless love.

Descending from jungle rainfall.

Bitter like a snakes venom.

I want to feel the lurching steel.

Collapsing into my veins.

A death adder incarnate. 

I want to intertwine with you.

Realized like a heliocentric cosmos.

Blowing up like nebulae across eons.

I want to transform. 

Light into darkness.

And transfer energy into light.

With a quickness. 

Bursting barriers and limitations.

Leaving nothing but brilliance.

I want us to be perfect. 

And to bare a star.

An undying light.

Let him learn from our nature.

Like rivers and mountains. 

Our movements running like water.

Our thoughts limitless.

Caressed under love and devotion.

Oceans of literature and lore.

Millennia of comedies and tragedies. 

Plights of immense proportions.

Portraits of immaculate design.

Lessons of impetuous incline.

Destinies of those divine. 

Lest she forget the truth of the land.

Of her very nature.

And so we will show her the dirt.

Unabashed by qualms and bickers.

The innumerable pain stricken.

The fragility of existence. 

The value of a river.

Or of the trees. 

Teach them to see. 

The Devil Station

Devils Cipher

Born in a circle where the air gets cold 

My eyes are frigid ice 

My heart is solid gold 

Told nobody bout my sins 

Those are due to the devil 

Only he knows , only him 

Fade into the eclipse
Where shadows swarm
Thrice called upon 6

My mind is eons away 

Take me to the light in the sky 

That is where I stay 

My feelings are in a fray

All I wish is to burn 

Even for a night or a day 

I'm under a fog of death 

Under a morbid stench

Caressed under it's eternal breath 

I write hymns in the crypt 

Silence is my sin 

I whisper under winter winds 

Ears perk up to the voices 

I'm brimming with greed

No help for the voiceless 

I only wish to make the world colder 

Freezing within hells 9th circle 

Ever since I was a toddler 

Eyes burn red with passion

Lucifer talks at night

That's just his fashion

I'm a ghost of another soul
Corrupted by hope
Clouded by blunts I've rolled

Eyes shine through darkness
I see life at lights dawn
And death at the moon's behest

Thoughts scan through sorrow
I'll be here today
Gone tomorrow

Tumble the locks
My reality a
concatenation of thoughts

Like death I do not rend
Reborn everyday
The cipher that never ends

Cold

Colombian Coldness

I look up into the blackened sky 

Waves of warm summer air 

Cascade down my face 

And disappear into the dark road behind us 

The ground is rocky and crooked 

Bouncing the jeep high into the air 

and jolting us in and out of our seats 

My eyes shine red in the reflection of the mirror

I burn the world away within this blunt 

My smile is carving 

My teeth

Thousand pronged 

Really soon I want to love you 

I really miss your soul

it could have been such a long time

such a long time ago 

The jeep halts at the curve of a long winding road 

Any moment now a car can come speeding down 

And push us into dust 

At any moment

The three of us walk to the trunk 

Out he comes blindfolded 

Blood stricken 

from torrents of torment 

"If you move ...

I say as we walk to the side of the road

He stands there trembling

... well you already know." 

"... Please, I can repay you...

Tenfold!

Just let me go...

I've never been a threat to you." 

Coming soon, faster than lightning 

I just want to come home

I'll be there in a minute 

I'm all alone

"I know that. 

But what you owe me cannot be re payed with money.

Only 

with your life." 

In the distance and engine can be heard
churning and churning
revolutions of death 

approaching 

In that scope is a mans life 

tumbling its way closer to climax

Pretty soon 

the wheels willsqueal

Pretty soon I want to love you 

I really miss your soul

I'm coming soon faster than lightning 

I just want to come home 

In that scope

He knew he fucked up

Quaking in his boots 

Velocity coming for his soul

And it was then

In a still moment 

That lights eradicated darkness 

And blaring horns caused chaos

In that still moment 

Your boy heard the angels 

And he surged past the massive metal

Across the road into darkness 

Mac 10's spat 

Bullets dogged 

Eyes elevated

Hearts pounded

I'll be there in a minute 

I'm all alone 

When I get there you'll be ready

To make the end a lovely way

Love is all that's on my mind

I won't be there before this time 

Starchild

Surrounded within the frozen tundra 

Where the sun hangs in darkness 

At all times of day

I look in front of me

Beyond the wintery winds 

Across a landscape of century old

Ice 

An old man looks at me 

He stands so tall

Whispers of death escaping him

Into the cruelty 

Of the winds echo

But 

I hold a fire within myself 

A small flame 

That's never faltered to the winds 

On my knees 

Frozen hands clenched into fists 

An eternal warmth 

Consumes me 

Starchild! 

Move towards distances unknown 

And be unafraid 

Of the relentless winter winds 

That seek to still you 

Starchild! 

Move across the ways 

Like a spark 

Tear asunder the darkness 

And fall down like a burning star 

Starchild! 

Nothing can champion you

There is no dearth in your heart

Only flames 

That burn forever 

Starchild 

Now is when

My muscles ache

My thighs tremble

My hands crumple

Within the compound of a hellish world

Where pain berates 

And guilt succeeds 

Where shame dictates

I look upon the dying sun

It's colossal structure 

An ode to my own strength

To the fire within

And then I look down at myself 

Lying in a puddle of sweat 

Subject to my own limitations 

To my own weakness

But there is fire

And it burns forever 

Like my shining arbiter 

That blazes above me

Past the freezing mountains

It beats with duress

And holds true 

To the coldest of winds

I look up at it now 

Hands grappled in dirt

Feet looked in earth

Chest heaving

And I lift myself

I exhale

And feel the power within

As strong as the sun

As bright as the moonlight night

Casting away shadows of grief 

Now I am

Bereft of weakness

For I am a son of the Stars 

Starchild 

With a burning heart

Awakened 

To live in everlasting frenzy 

Electric

Flow

I wish I thought less
Then I would write it all down
Rather than let the thoughts
Disappear through the night

Let me try now
To write and and think at the same time
It seems impossible
Rather

The only way to accomplish it
Is to write with a natural
Flow
That is unresponsive

To the outside world
To ones own echo
That seems to incinerate
Thoughts as they escape

I wish I wrote about my dreams
As soon as I woke up
When they were fresh in my mind
But

The memory of that dream is foggy now
For that time has passed
And now I can only hope
To write something lesser than

All my writings are lesser than
What I wish they could be
What I want them to be
What they could be

And it seems that I believe
writing requires deep pain
or deep analysis
or something that is deep

When it only requires the actual action
and the refutation
Of anything
That causes one to deny the action

And so when I do deny myself
Why do I?
Why do we all
We are excused not to

But at night I feel the electricity
The beats that flow
in the air
through the unfolding darkness

I feel the flow.

25th Floor

Quickness

Many things are gone now

My anger has swelled

My curse has passed

My vision, now current 

Now I can see

Emotions they do pity

Far alone

They are present and forever lost

I move swiftly

Like the night sky 

Thundering abroad 

Into the moonlight

Crimson stars 

Beckon me tonight

My plight

One I can finally see in sight 

Entrapment

Only of my own doing

Wisdom

My only currency

Fissures 

Cascading within my mind

In dying 

Only to time 

Even now 

My words are hollow

if not 

Brought by anothers sorrow

Music

Transcending my escapes

Waste 

I wont today 

Friends

They've left me alone

Crushing

Even now 

Distance 

Dont take me farther 

Ive learned enough

I seek harbor

Cruising

In the midst of darkness

My soul shines bright 

Forever tonight 

My words I see are bleak

Reposed against 

Campaigns 

I've already seen 

But friendship

How I wish upon thee

My greatest curse

My sole enemy