Starchild 

Now is when

My muscles ache

My thighs tremble

My hands crumple

Within the compound of a hellish world

Where pain berates 

And guilt succeeds 

Where shame dictates

I look upon the dying sun

It's colossal structure 

An ode to my own strength

To the fire within

And then I look down at myself 

Lying in a puddle of sweat 

Subject to my own limitations 

To my own weakness

But there is fire

And it burns forever 

Like my shining arbiter 

That blazes above me

Past the freezing mountains

It beats with duress

And holds true 

To the coldest of winds

I look up at it now 

Hands grappled in dirt

Feet looked in earth

Chest heaving

And I lift myself

I exhale

And feel the power within

As strong as the sun

As bright as the moonlight night

Casting away shadows of grief 

Now I am

Bereft of weakness

For I am a son of the Stars 

Starchild 

With a burning heart

Awakened 

To live in everlasting frenzy 

Electric

Flow

I wish I thought less
Then I would write it all down
Rather than let the thoughts
Disappear through the night

Let me try now
To write and and think at the same time
It seems impossible
Rather

The only way to accomplish it
Is to write with a natural
Flow
That is unresponsive

To the outside world
To ones own echo
That seems to incinerate
Thoughts as they escape

I wish I wrote about my dreams
As soon as I woke up
When they were fresh in my mind
But

The memory of that dream is foggy now
For that time has passed
And now I can only hope
To write something lesser than

All my writings are lesser than
What I wish they could be
What I want them to be
What they could be

And it seems that I believe
writing requires deep pain
or deep analysis
or something that is deep

When it only requires the actual action
and the refutation
Of anything
That causes one to deny the action

And so when I do deny myself
Why do I?
Why do we all
We are excused not to

But at night I feel the electricity
The beats that flow
in the air
through the unfolding darkness

I feel the flow.

25th Floor

Quickness

Many things are gone now

My anger has swelled

My curse has passed

My vision, now current 

Now I can see

Emotions they do pity

Far alone

They are present and forever lost

I move swiftly

Like the night sky 

Thundering abroad 

Into the moonlight

Crimson stars 

Beckon me tonight

My plight

One I can finally see in sight 

Entrapment

Only of my own doing

Wisdom

My only currency

Fissures 

Cascading within my mind

In dying 

Only to time 

Even now 

My words are hollow

if not 

Brought by anothers sorrow

Music

Transcending my escapes

Waste 

I wont today 

Friends

They've left me alone

Crushing

Even now 

Distance 

Dont take me farther 

Ive learned enough

I seek harbor

Cruising

In the midst of darkness

My soul shines bright 

Forever tonight 

My words I see are bleak

Reposed against 

Campaigns 

I've already seen 

But friendship

How I wish upon thee

My greatest curse

My sole enemy 

Days

My Days 

My days oh how they shine 

ever bright like the edge 

of a katana

Oh my mind how it burns 

as if 

under eternal rain

How my breath whispers 

secrets to the world

underneath 

And my feet 

How they yearn to be freed
beneath me

but my heart 

oh my heart ....

how can it be?

My strong heart it beats 

like the sine of a wave

ever crashing

How my wisdom 

Silences and constructs 

under mercy

But most of all

Oh how my ambition

How it greets me

It greets me like my love

The Sun 

Blinding my senses 

Bringing me tears 

Unbridled 

Whisking me away under a bath of warmth 

Transporting me to a heaven

That I only wish to bring upon this world

Nights

Nigh

Birds fly by

in this forsaken land 

ive grown to trust 

A light shimmers 

under a moon

I once knew

For the faces 

that pass by in drovels

 are deserted

And unknown

My body a gift 

my mind 

a martyr 

A charter 

Higher art 

I sought farther

then my father

but lower

than my brother 

my friend 

lost in this foreign land

Whose life is forsaken

to be taken

and dismissed

While I live in infamy

And walk away

in treachery

Or her 

the little girl 

standing at the little house on the mountain 

Her pale blue eyes

Igniting me away

Like a roaring engine

So how am I forgotten? 

How am I truly forsaken? 

When I have a hopes

To have my voice ring and cry

my words shake and thunder

to be brought asunder

Is nigh impossible. 

Lai Lai Hei

Lady Astrid 

Under the sunset she rides to glory

Alongside her brothers ready to fight 

Today may she die and live on in story 

Maiden and mistress with a heart of a knight

Lady Astrid whose blood red hair flows

She rides into battle, unafraid of death

Warriors would die to protect her soul

Starchild of Thor she fights to the last breath

Sea singer, seas singer turn us the tide

Wind speaker, wind speaker bless us this day

Legions follow to death, their warrior bride

They charge to the enemy, into the fray

And they sing with whole hearts Lai Lai Hei

And the Queen too, she sings Lai Lai Hei 

Heat

Miami

Slick white

in the early bright

Dark glass

with a little sass

Fun man

across the open land

Colorful nights 

filled with fleshy sights

Bad thoughts

smoking hot broads

Strong talk

Rough 'em on the walk

Ill conceived 

Hanging yellow weave

No need

to take it seriously

Draping palm trees

Golden smooth knees

Table full of chips

Thats another sip

Full house

A night without my spouse 

Daylight breaks

Life without disgrace